hey... long time no c... had been coming back n gone again =P

anyways... was so sien so went on9 n read blogs... hmm... suddenly feel like blogging...

haiz... kinda emo... coz jz read something from some1's blog...

haiz... love~ love~ love~ mayb i shall spend sometime writing a song n sqeeze everything i noe about love in it... xD

wait till i have time n when lingam comes looking 4 me... =P

remember 2 wait 4 it k? *wink*

quite moody ytd... coz... some1 did something 2 me... but anyways... i'll forgive and forget watever dat he did... glad dat i can help him.... ABIT... sien sien sien... feel sien... but suppose 2 study... but but but... thinking bout alot of stuff oso... gonna go crazy soon... y is the world treating me like dis... on phone wid alex for dunno-how-many hours ytd night... chat bout how's our lives going on n blah blah... n i realise... i dunno much bout myself... i've been worrying 4 other ppl too much... din really think for myself... but... im still happy 2 b like dis... at least i care 4 my friends... n it shows dat i din really change much although SOME people said im such a bitch... wtv man... u dunno who m i... dun judge me like dat. by the way... im starting 2 miss the years b4... it had been really fun wid my friends... counted as true friend at that time... kap zai-ing... chatting in class and so on... dat time i was jz a lil girl... innocent... naive... and non-sociable kinda girl.... nobody noe me... me noe nobody... xD yea... it's a good thing though... nobody will say or complain on wtv u do... which is a very very good thing... but now... everything changed... not 2 say im popular now... but at least known by more than 1 person? yup... but bad things had been happening 2 me... n now i even feel dat beauty is a crime... n again... not 2 say im very pretty... but not very ugly though... but many things happened 2 me n it's caused my my stupid face... hmm... guess u noe wat i mean rite?? (i noe there's many BUTs but yes =P) BUT... it's not my fault k? y must everybody blame the girl when something goes wrong?? guys say b wrong 2... rite rite rite??? y must they jump 2 the conclusion like dis... hate it so much... recently meet a guy... actually knew him from the christmas eve thingy... anyways... he's an emo fellow.. dun like it... heheXx...haiz... y is guys so emo???? so so so emo???? y?? i tot girls have pms... but y guys have pms too??? abnormal man... scares me sometimes... =P haiz... =( feel like crying... random feeling... im so so so random... ARGH... feel so stupid... i dun even have my own personality.. im i like the combination of my friends? i dun wanna follow wtv they do... i wanna b myself.... but i cant find myself... u wont und the feeling... always tot i und myself so well... den found out 1 day... dat my character is all bad... it's jz there 2 hurt ppl... there 2 make ppl feel uncomfortable... i dunno... mayb it's jz me... but i feel dat the whole world is hating me... =( this post is actually 4 me 2 realise my angry n depression... =P sorry guys... BUT there's good thing too... i won the chinese singing competition!!! wee~ finally... xD but again... ppl think dat im so proud n sluty... gosh man.. it's jz a small competition... do u think i'll show off like dat??? swt... anyways... yeah!!! get 2 have my own demo ^~^ and besides... daniel asked me 2 sing 1 song in his album... wee~~ i think singing is the only thing dat brings happiness 2 me n my friend... GUA =P miss singing in class everyday... although it's jz playing... simply sing till zao yum oso nobody care... sing n laugh together... happy happy =) y cant life go the way we want? opSss... back 2 emo again... sorry... happy thing... hmm... really dun have la... sorry la..

ciaoZz guys... this may b the last post until after spm... =P i noe nobody reads my blog la... but then... talk 2 myself oso can gua... o''o

xoxo

love u guys who supports me in watever i do... =)

 

p/s: *whisper* i kena ns =(

today is a saturday... rite???? rite???? y must i go to skol?? doshite??? doshite???!!! ~.~ anyways... yea... for once i went to skol on saturday... amazed?? no?? ~.~ once stefanie sees me... first thing was... eh?? yanshan... y u come to skol 1... xD and i said:" i din come 1 meh normally??" serious shit man... my memory is getting worse!! i really forgot i dun come if there's replacement class... swt... anywaysSss...basically singing the whole day... coz monday audition ma... havta be prepared la... =P den recess... feel so bad... left yong hui alone... sorry hui... o''o i didn't meant to do this la... but ipromised yeh hong will teman him la... coz he dun have friends... AT ALL... dat went to skol today la.. so yea... im trying to b a good person but became a bad person... O.o anywaySssssss... i think the teachers nowadays have problems... they always put the blame on u once u committed a small mistake... hadn't they heard of the dot story... look at their good sides la... haiyo... first is pn teh... then  pn ting.... haiz... yea... dat's all for today la... dunno when im gonna blog again... so if u wanna noe wat happened to me u ownself go gossip around la ha... ja neh!! ^~^